Sunday, February 18, 2007
i was packing my drawers and i came upon a little note
somehow it took me two years to get over it,
but everything seems to make sense to me now.
maybe all this while it was just guilt, or maybe thats what i want to believe
i guess i would never ever know the reason why, somehow i just refuse to.
but this aint gonna be of any importance now..
i mean, afterall there's nothing left.
what i'm left with, are the lessons taught.
it may be a simple lesson i've learnt, something almost everyone knows
but this one, i know i'll bring it everywhere i go.
it really taught me to treasure
it changed my mindset, it help me realise not to trust my heart too much
it made me emotionally stronger, fighting those emotional wars.
and for now i just neeed to appreciate the ones around me
i guess there's no use lingering in the past anymore.
you have to understand, girls don't really have moodswings all the time, sometimes, it's just called an abrupt change in mood with reasons.and for now. a smile.
